Track Name: A. Maya feat. SONiKA - Alternate Path (Demo)
Dancing upon the sun,
Hand in hand: newly married -
There's such a long life ahead.

She squeezed her husband's hand and cried.
"What have you done?"

So see them crumble;
You thought it was
All so perfect,
So perfect.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Ruby - Girl Crush (Demo)
I see her smile,
Feel it come up again -
Try to suppress the feelings,
But I know I can’t run.

Oh, I’ve got
A girl crush.

The way she teases,
And oh, the way she laughs –
Gotta suppress these feelings
‘Cause I don’t wanna get
Hurt again.
Got a girl crush

It’s not fair ‘cause I know she doesn’t feel the same way
It’s not fair ‘cause two and one don’t make four
Can’t hold her in my arms,
Can’t be her princess – no!
I’ve got a girl crush.

Gotta hold it down until it consumes me.

My feelings are in
Complete disarray and
My heart is a mess of fear.
I just don’t want to lose you;
Can’t take the risk

‘Cause so many girls
Said no, couldn’t return
This heart ‘cause girls who like boys
Shine like diamonds, and girls
Who like boys
Are my kryptonite.

It’s not fair ‘cause I know she doesn’t feel the same way
It’s not fair ‘cause two and one don’t make four
Can’t hold her in my arms,
Can’t be her princess – no!
I’ve got a girl crush.

Gotta hold it down until it consumes me.

I swear to you
That I will love you
The rest of our lives.
If only you could love me,
Yeah, I’d love you until our death.

Now that I’ve tasted life with you, I
Can’t erase this girl crush.
I can’t get rid of this girl crush.

Oh, it’s not fair ‘cause I know she doesn’t feel the same way
It’s not fair ‘cause two and one don’t make four
Can’t hold her in my arms,
Can’t be her princess – no!
I’ve got a girl crush.

Gotta hold it down until it consumes me.

It’s not fair ‘cause I know she doesn’t feel the same way
It’s not fair ‘cause two and one don’t make four
Can’t hold her in my arms,
Can’t be her princess – no!
I’ve got a girl crush.

Gotta hold it down until it consumes me.

I’ll hold it down,
Hold it down,
Hold it down,
Hold it down,
Hold it down,
But before long, I know

This girl crush is gonna crush me,
Crush me, crush me,
Crush me
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Gumi - Daylight Murder (My Suicide Demo)
Do you believe
In love at first sight?
Or in the bonds that extend past the
Eternity
That humans could never fathom?
I believe in fate -
I believe -
I believe in fate, I believe
In you and I.

I love you
And if there is one truth in this mess
Of a world,
It would be my timeless sentiments.

Dearest moments,
Surround me in your eternal blanket.
I fear not, for I know that love shall extend past
All of time, beyond human death, beyond
This world.

Do you hear
This cry from my heart that
Now is cold?
Though you told
Me to live on, what is life without you?

Dearest moments,
Surround me in your eternal blanket.
I fear not, for I know that love shall extend past
All of time, beyond human death, beyond
This world.

Cry no more,
For your body shall no longer rest
In the cold
Soil that cages you;
Forever shall -
Forever shall you and I -
You and I be caught in this warm embrace.

Our love is sin,
Our love is taboo.
Anyone who dares to separate us
Is bound to feel the sharp of my blade.
But I know that killing
Will not bring you back,
So I know what it is that must be done.

Oh, surround me in your eternal blanket.
I fear not, for I know that love shall extend past
All of time, beyond human death, beyond
This world.

In love at first sight?
Or in the bonds that extend past the
Eternity
That humans could never fathom?
I believe in fate -
I believe
In you and I.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Big Al and Yohioloid - The Fox (Demo)
Sometimes I wonder where you are now,
What your dreams are like?

I held on as long as I could,
But now I'm standing in
The fire.

It took me so long, but my dear -
I do see
It wasn't my fault,
No matter how hard you try to pin it
All on me.

I see your face in my dreams,
Your birthday on my calendar -
And oh, oh, oh -
How I wish I were free.

I want to burn our memories
Like I burn these pictures

And it took me so long, but my dear -
I do see
It wasn't my fault,
No matter how hard you try to pin it
All on me.

Your eyes -
Your lies -
Desperation and demise.
Your eyes -
Your lies -
Play the victim, but I know...

Your life is a waste,
A disgrace
To the human race

And I know you're a fox,
Even behind the fool's mask.
You are a liar
And you are a cheat -
So heartless as
You cry foul play.

And finally I can say
I have the strength
To say I'm over you.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Cyber Diva - Twisting (Pre-Glitch)
Fingertips - brushing off a grave
(Could it be mine?)

Lost between today and tomorrow,
The images blur.

Your ghost calls out to me -
A tragic figure twisted beyond time.
Follow it into this world
That lies beyond today and tomorrow.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Megurine Luka - Marionette (Demo)
The rain falls
And only I can see its grace.
In those drops, I saw what
Needed to be seen in me.

Although the
Dance is of beauty, the story
Is of tragedy.
And despite the things you see,
My life isn't tragic
(Though all you see
Is the pain)

The rain continues to fall
And the guilty are dancing;
The water washes clean
All of their sins

My love,
Tell me what you see -
Is it sad?
No matter what they say,
Take me as your bride
(I long to be with you)

I long to dance
Without shame
In this pale moonlight.
And I want to be free -
Free of this society's chains,
But we can't even flee.

In the depths of this night,
The sins we've committed in the dark past
Fade away
As the rain baptizes us.

The leaves fall,
Finding a new place of rest
Within this garden
That I've been trapped for centuries

And there, the
Red rose had shriveled before me -
Not my love,
Nor my longing -
So what is it?
(What was it I lost?)
Will I know?
(Will I know my freedom?)

I beg of your demise,
Shame and social norms.
And I care not
If all the flowers were
To shrivel
(To die)
This innocence caged me

Continuing to fall are these
Leaves of frailty.
With grace, they accept
The broken marionette -
The puppet that fell in love
With not her master
And defied the morals of the land.

My love,
The marionette,
Why can you only cry
Shards of the broken mirror?

My love,
Tell me what you see -
Is it sad?
No matter what they say,
Take me as your bride
(I long to be with you)

I long to dance
Without shame
In this pale moonlight.
And I want to be free -
Free of this society's chains,
But we can't even flee.

In the depths of this night,
The sins we've committed in the dark past
Fade away
As the rain baptizes us.

My marionette,
Speak to me:
Tell me why it is
That you've chosen
To leave the sanctuary?

This garden
Was made for you -
For you and -
You and I
Track Name: Unveiled (Demo)
Have you ever watched the stars
Fall from the sky?
Can a human cleanse
Their sins and return to
Their innocence? -
No

The clock chimes midnight
And the sand in the glass
Ceases.
Time is slipping
(The only thing I wanted)
Through these broken fingers of mine
(????)
(At midnight, we light these black candles)

I am but a child trying
To stop time.
Only a fool would try to
Capture the sand.
Cherish these moments,
For they soon will cease
By dawn, we will be but ash

The church bells chime
And the candle flickers.
Midnight approaches
And at that time, we will become
One

The clock is ticking -
Dawn is now approaching.
I know
(The only thing I wanted)
The pact I once made leads me
(?????)
To my demise
(At midnight, we light these black candles)

The puppeteer smiles
At his marionette bride.
At midnight, we meld
And at dusk, we burn

The clock chimes midnight -
The church bells are now ringing.
We are lighting these black candles.
(We light these candles)

The lights are out,
For it is the darkest hour.
The vows are made,
The bride is unveiled,
And dawn approaches.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Big Al - Dim Candle (Demo)
I cannot express my love for you
With simple words.
I wish I could convey
How I feel.

But you'll
Let it
Go.

For so long,
You kept me waiting.
I have no voice,
And so I wait for you.

Will you let this light fade?
Will you let this candle dim?
I hope you see
That I'm not as simple
As I pretend to be
(I'm not what you see in me)

I don't need
Your empty promises.
I'd rather live
On empty hope
That be lifted up
Only to be left
By someone I loved

Will you let this light fade?

Will you let this candle dim?
I hope you see
That I'm not as simple
As I pretend to be
(I'm not what you see in me)
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Gumi - Never Saved Me (Demo)
My memories are a siren
And I've fallen to hear voice.
You have me on a leash
And the promise that you'll be waiting
Is the promise that pulls me back into your waters

It feels like I'm dying, but
I've never had a hero to save me

You see me as a reward for the hardships
You've imposed upon yourself.
You're so deep in your fantasy that you've lost your grip on reality.
But you're the one who ties me to the anchor and let's me drown.
How do you expect me to call you a hero when you've never saved me?

I know that you don't love me
So save your breath for someone
Who will actually
Believe in all of your lies.

And yet you've somehow managed to pull me back
Into your murky waters.
You promise me the sky,
But you really intend to bind my
Ankles and watch me drown in the sea of what we once were.

It feels like I'm dying, but
I've never had a hero to save me

You see me as a reward for the hardships
You've imposed upon yourself.
You're so deep in your fantasy that you've lost your grip on reality.
But you're the one who ties me to the anchor and let's me drown.
How do you expect me to call you a hero when you've never saved me?

I'm not a princess
Locked in a tower;
I don't need a knight.

You see me as a reward for the hardships
You've imposed upon yourself.
You're so deep in your fantasy that you've lost your grip on reality.
But you're the one who ties me to the anchor and let's me drown.
How do you expect me to call you a hero when you've never saved me?

All I wanted was for someone
To take my hand and show me
A world without this pain.
The restraints you've given yourself are
Rules in a game that I simply do not have time for.

I cannot be your saviour -
No, I'm only human.
And perhaps it's time you also gave up your act
Because
You can't be my hero
If you are not willing to save me.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Avanna - Cold (B-Side)
I've lost my dreams to visions of you.
This darkness has become my home
But you've led me back to warmth.

How do I whisper
When my heart
Demands so much?

Oh, just
Tell me you love me
And I'm worth
The tribulations.

Even if the nights grow much colder,
And even if my dreams turn to frost, I
Know that I will someday feel
The warmth of your embrace, for you gave
Me the fire when
My heart was cold.

Oh, I can't whisper
When my heart
Demands so much.

Oh, just
Tell me you love me
And I'm worth
The tribulations.

I know that I am flawed,
But stay with me
And I'll show you who I am
Underneath all the apathy.
Just don't look away,
For I fear you'll see someone
Better than me.

How many hours have I lost to thoughts of you?

I'd give my life to make you warm again.
Even if it meant we could no longer be, I just pray
You don't see how cold I am.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Avanna - Monster (B-Side)
The road you walk is paved
With loneliness and broken dreams.
You look to see those you love,
Their backs turned as they leave you.

When the tears fall from your eyes,
Their hearts will stop.
But they still hate and they still fear
Because they will never understand you.
Their hearts will stop -
Oh, their hearts will stop -
Stop!
Oh, you know they'll never
Understand you.

The road you walk is an
Evil one, despite your pure heart.
You can't deny you were born
Of a demon and those who have
Shut you out were right all along.

But when the tears fall from your eyes,
Their hearts will stop,
But that won't erase all your sins
Because you can never take back murder.
Their hearts will stop -
Oh, their hearts will stop -
Stop!
Their hearts will stop,
But that won't erase all your sins
Because you can never take back murder.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Megurine Luka - Rose Petals (Demo)
I cannot catch
The rose petals,
Just as my heart
Cannot slow for
'Nything but this moment.

You are free and
By no means an
Object I own.
You are free and
That is why I love you.

Even if I
Cannot catch the
Falling petals,
I know that the
Passing breeze will graze them.

They will gently
Kiss my warm palm
And then take flight.
I know you will
Leave me, though I love you.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Avanna and Gumi - Trash (B-Side)
If it were possible, I'd
Share with you
All of these emotions.

If my feelings were data,
I'd transfer
All of these memories
From my heart
To yours.

But it is impossible
For two humans
To fully understand each other.
The pain I feel is
Something I can
Never share with you, for
You do not
Understand because
The things that
Hurt me are things that don't
Hurt you.

Oh, it is impossible
For two humans
To fully understand each other.
The pain I feel is
Something I can
Never share with you, for
You do not
Understand because
The things that
Hurt me are things that don't
Hurt you.

I just wanted you to understand
What it's like to be told that you
Will never be loved.
How can you not care
What other people are saying when
You know that you'll be alone
And when
You know that no one will ever
Want you, want you, oh?
How do you go 'bout
Your life when you know that you're
Yesterday's trash and
There you'll rot?

Oh, it is impossible
For two humans
To fully understand each other.
The pain I feel is
Something I can
Never share with you, for
You do not
Understand because
The things that
Hurt me are things that don't
Hurt you.
Track Name: A. Maya feat. Prima - High (B-Side)
I don't want to open my eyes;
This pain is just too good.
And don't tell me to wake up -
Just hurt me again, oh.
Hurt me again
And again, ah.
I can feel you crawling in my veins.

Worry if you want,
But all this pain is a
High
And I never -
Never want to come down

Du wirst
Mich nie
Lieben

Never whisper
Those words so sweet.
Don't touch me.
Drink the poison and
Fly with me.

Pain is
The only thing I can feel.
I am numb to bliss and hope -
I am numb to love and piece.
Hurt me again
So that I can feel you in my veins.

Oh, I'm high on you and I
And though I'd give it up for you,
I know you'll never love me
so I stay high.

Du wirst
Mich nie
Lieben

Never whisper
Those words so sweet.
Don't touch me.
Drink the poison and
Fly with me.

You don't want me;
I know you're still in love
With someone else, and
I know you'll never love me
so I stay high -
Stay high